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Nikki Star
- Just experiencing being a human. I'm a writer (working on a novel at the moment) and a traveler.
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Past life regression
Spent the past week in Sedona, Arizona. Beautiful, relaxing place…
Spontaneously did a past life regression with Michael Brown. I had no idea what to expect (and purposely didn’t read too much about it so my mind would be more open and not influenced by others’ experiences). I was put into a hypnosis state (takes about 20 minutes) and slowly brought to my own images, etc. It is very, very relaxing, safe and complete awareness is present the entire time. Never once do you feel “out of it” or controlled. I was asked questions and I answered and explained what I saw.
I met one of my past lives as a male. I was a young boy in colonial times and I experienced myself through his eyes as a teen, a young adult, older age, and finally to death. It was amazing and so peaceful. I cried many tears! I also met my subconscious, my spirit, who spoke to me and told me remarkable words that I will always remember. It really is unexplainable. I feel a total calmness and, cliche as it sounds, an amazing feeling that things just make “sense” and my beliefs were reaffirmed.
It’s something one must experience!
If you’re curious about past lives, Brian Weiss’ book Many Lives, Many Masters is a great read!
Like this:
don’t think. feel.
Sometimes when someone speaks to you from pure honesty and shares their flaws, their low points, their struggles, all they want is to be heard. Forget all you’ve read or think you know, forget your own experiences, the should’s and shouldn’t's, forget all the quotes you have stored in your mind and just say, I’m here for you. I’m listening.
Like this:
When we created the world
The most beautiful poem I have ever read.
It was lonely being the only One
And so I made Two.
And then there was You.
You were so beautiful with your eyes of innocence
but I Loved you from afar and yet so very near
and I Loved you in ways you could not comprehend.
You didn’t know I was watching through the eyes of
every person you met,
Nor could you hear my voice in the Wind.
You thought that the Earth was just dirt and rocks,
You didn’t realize it was my body.
When you slept, we would meet in your Heart
And make Love with our Spirits as One.
We would birth new worlds with such Passion.
But when you were awake, you remembered nothing.
You thought it was just another Dream.
It was just another day alone.
But in your Heart I await You, my Love, forever.
For the Truth of our Love and Oneness will always be.
Our Love is the Matrix of All That Is.
Remember, Sweet One,
In your Heart I will always await thee
In the place that is small.
—Drunvalo Melchizedek
Like this:
peeking past
Me; 2008
Browsed through old photos from years back..
Instead of smiles, I feel anxiety. Missing a lot of things. But not sure what. Missing the naivety, the ignorance, even the long hair that is now short, the picture-taking oblivion, the not-giving-a-shit. I want to know it all — before the conditioning, the childhood, before the hurts and pains, before the tattoos, Hollywood. I want to feel and know the soul I am made of.
I’m tired of my “self.” And I have been for a long time. Sometimes I wonder if we ever realize how much we depend on society? How we would be in our day-to-day without Facebook, without cell phones, without everyone looking at our every move. Can we really know our selves at all? How much of our selves that we think we are is really only an act, a show? I miss the days when we didn’t depend so much on our cell phones.. and wasn’t interrupting a moment by clamoring for a photo.. or “I did this, that; I met so and so” and instead just enjoyed it.. soaked it into our heart and bones…
My thoughts are not different, are not special or separate. I believe the waves and cycles of all humanity-including all emotions and thoughts-before us and after us and that is all it is — waves. Temporary particles manifested from the beings we all are together. It all feels right; these realizations waiting for me all along, before I was even born, and many more, already existing inside me. Waiting.
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