Do you ever look at something you wrote a while back and feel embarrassed and delete it right away? I just went through all my posts here and deleted almost half. It just made me feel uncomfortable. Sometimes I go through my pictures and delete. I go through facebook and delete. When I was in high school I burned all my journals from age five on. I don’t know if that’s a form of self suppression or only normal to cringe a bit? I believe I am very head-on with my past. I deal with it, I work on it, I allow whatever feelings to come up.. but maybe it is still a habit for me to attempt to bury my pasts?
I think a part of me is too afraid to share my writings in a book because later on I won’t be able to erase it..